The lowest point of life

At this time around,
when things are getting tougher,
when you could no longer put your hands together to pray to God..
you only have yourself to count on..

For all the things that are happening around you,
the demise of your beloved,
all the betrayal you never foresee,
all the hurtful words thrown to you,
all the sickening people haunting your mind with ridiculous words in their mouth
the person that you never expected to come,
the only thing you have been waiting for but you're about to eliminate it from the face of the earth...

what more can i predict what's coming..

because all the things that i fear to come....is now here..