How to make a better world?

one more hour and im allowed to go home but then my co-supervisor asked me out for lunch and It's PIZZZZZAAAA some more, How to RESIST that???????? but then again, eechi is waiting for me in the room. I promised her that i go home early so that we can go to Sogo together, and that reminds me of that shoe in Sogo which i really want to buy. My heart is pining for it... hah, let time decide...

Cik Laila just informed me this morning before i went to animal house for dosing, that one of the lecturer in UPM is looking for a molecular student to fill up the position as RA under her,if im not mistaken i think the name is Dr. Rahmah, i mean the one who wanted to hire someone for that vacancy. oh well, been discussing with jo regarding to this matter...and tell ya, it's one of the hardest decision for me to make... its like choosing a Kelisa over a RAV4 - u know the significant differences between these two cars right. One is just a simple car, cheap maintenance and small while the RAV4 is absolutely luxurious car but then, when it comes to fuel or maintenance...it's become the most "pain-in-the-ass" expenses. *sigh*

and again i would say that time will decide everything... whether i should just go back to KK and keep my mouth shut about these whole thing or ignore all the painful feelings and go for it. *yerk* this is hard...
To chris, i know its hard for both of us...but u know my feelings for you...
well okay.... there are plans to be made tonight but it's just one of the thing that i would like to keep it as a secret and regardless to all these craps, ive finished reading the "Da Vincci Code" and it sure has the potential to trigger the faith of those who are weak...but then as i checked in the internet for some assurance of the facts made by Dan Brown - the brilliant author of ALL TIME- some referred his book as FICTION basically and some says, that book is full of craps... oh well, i dunno abt them but as a true christian, doesnt matter what the theories are or how valid are the facts made by those intellects but i certainly will stick to the bible and my faith will never change even for a bit... how about LIONEL???? i would really love to know abt his reaction to that book since he's a bit fanatic to the theory of evolution and have little faith on - CREATION - i mean he after all admit it...so i wasnt just saying that - oh well, this has got to stop......